Ulendo Wanga Mpaka Pano
Moni dzina langa ndine Anne ndipo ndili ndi zaka 57 ndipo ndili ndi Follicular Non Hodgkin Lymphoma, Grade 1, magawo oyambilira.
Ulendo wanga mpaka pano - May 2007 ndinaona chotupa m'chuuno changa - chinkawoneka ngati chikuwoneka usiku wonse, chifukwa sichimapweteka mwina sindikanapempha thandizo lachipatala pokhapokha nditakhala ndi nthawi yoti ndifufuze chaka chilichonse. Ankaonedwa ngati chophukacho chotheka kotero tidadikira milungu ingapo kuti tiwone ngati chinasowa, chinakuladi pang'ono.
Ndinatumizidwa kukayesedwa ndipo ulendo wanga unayambika; pamene Dr wanga adandidziwitsa za zotsatira zake zimamveka ngati surreal - sindinamvepo za Lymphoma sindinadziwe chomwe chinali kapena momwe zingasinthire moyo wanga kwamuyaya.
Ndinatumizidwa ku chipatala cha khansa ya Nepean ndipo ndikukumbukira nditakhala pansi ndikudikirira kuti ndikumane ndi katswiri wanga ndikuganiza kuti ndiuzidwa kuti panali cholakwika - apa ndikuuzidwa kuti ndinali ndi khansa, komabe sindinali ndi mutu wambiri!
Ndidakumana ndi Katswiri wanga Dr ndipo adanditsimikizira kuti ndili ndi Lymphoma ngakhale mayeso ochulukirapo amafunikira kuti adziwe zovuta zomwe ndinali nazo, kuphatikiza kalasi ndi siteji. Ndinali ndi mayeso oyenerera ndipo zotsatira zoyamba zikuwonetsa kuwerenga kwa "imvi" ndipo ndidafunikira mayeso ena a m'mafupa kuti atsimikizire siteji. Ndinapeza izi zowawa; Ndinkafuna kuti ndiyambe ndi mankhwala kuti ndichiritse "chinthu ichi" - osazindikira panthawiyo kuti palibe mankhwala a mtundu wanga wa Lymphoma.
Dr wanga adalimbikitsa ma chemotherapy ndi Mabthera ndikumaliza ndi ma radiation. Ndinali ndi mwayi waukulu chifukwa ndinkangofunika mlingo wochepa chabe ndipo thupi langa linalekerera bwino mankhwalawo ndipo ndinapitiriza kugwira ntchito.
Kampani yomwe ndimagwira ntchito ndi yothandiza kwambiri idandilola kuti ndizitha kusuntha maola anga kuti ndigwirizane ndi chithandizo changa, nthawi zokumana nazo komanso kutopa komwe ndidakumana nako. Ndikukhulupirira kuti kupitiriza kugwira ntchito kunandithandiza kupyola nthawiyi monga momwe zinalili "Zabwinobwino" zomwe zikuchitika panthawiyi.
Ndimalandilabe Mabthera miyezi itatu iliyonse. Ndili bwino, ndikukhululukidwa, ndikugwirabe ntchito, kuimba ng'oma kumbuyo (zachisoni izi sizinandithandize luso langa loimba) ndi kuvina. Nditapezeka koyamba ndidafuna kugwiritsa ntchito momwe ndingathere ndipo ndidakhumudwa kwambiri kuti anthu okhawo omwe ndidapeza omwe anali ndi Lymphoma onse adamwalira. Mu 3 ndinapeza Lymphoma Australia (Lymphoma Support and Research Association) ndipo pamene ndinali paulendo wopita ku Qld anthu okondekawa anasiya tsiku lokumana nane ndipo sindingathe kukuuzani momwe anakhudzira ulendo wanga; apa panali anthu okondeka awa okhala ndi moyo wathunthu ndipo ndi Lymphoma, adandipatsa chiyembekezo.
Zomwe ndidawona kuti zikundidetsa nkhawa za kupezeka ndi khansa ndikuti ndidataya dzina langa - sindinalinso "Anne" koma wodwala khansa, zidanditengera miyezi khumi ndi inayi kuti ndithane ndi izi ndipo tsopano ndine Anne kachiwiri ngakhale ndili ndi gawo lina. "Lymphoma - Cancer" sichimandiuzanso kuti ndine ndani, yasintha moyo wanga koma sichikulamuliranso moyo wanga.
Zandipangitsanso kuyang'ana mbali zonse za moyo wanga mozama kwambiri ndipo zasintha maganizo anga pa zomwe ziri zofunikadi ndi zomwe ziri zosafunikira. Zandithandiza kuti ndipirire mosavuta komanso kuti ndisamade nkhawa ndi zinthu "zazing'ono". Ndakhala membala wa Lymphoma Australia kupereka china chake; Ndimaona kuti zingakhale bwino ngati ndingathe kusintha bwino ulendo wa munthu mmodzi.
Zomwe zandichitikirazi zandiphunzitsa kuyamikira kuti ndakhala ndikupitiriza kukhala pakati pa anthu abwino kwambiri omwe nthawi zina m'mbuyomo ndinkawaona ngati mopepuka. Monga tonsefe tsogolo langa silidziwika, komabe, sindimayika chilichonse mopepuka ndikusunga mphindi iliyonse ndikupangitsa tsiku lililonse kukhala lofunika.
Anne
